It was an amazing experience for the first time in this new environ,
it wasn't so long before an invite of the glorious holy spirit into this house was made and now the melody that it produces gives joy to everyone.
The choir sang ''glorious in excelsis'',
The men sang ''Amen, Hallelujah'',
The women sang ''See what the Lord can do''
The young adults sang ''and the angels cried glory''
indeed it was an Amen and a Hallelujah, voices blending as instruments played
those unable to sing, swayed with the rhythm,
some standing, others sitting,
the order of service, impeccable,
no doubt the Lord visited his people
and honoured the celebration of His son's birth, a gift to the world
A lesson learnt : J- for Jesus, Y- yourself last and O- others in-between
It was even more special with a Food bank.. People helped themselves to food needed for the season, while others added to the food bank
This season and worship depicts joy, unity and love among brethren
We can all go through the rest of the year rejoicing in our heart for the birth of Jesus in Us.
I am Glad, I was there, I am Rejoicing for such a wonderful time, I am giving gratitude to God for such a great turn-up and the stirring of people's hearts to His house.

It was the first music Concert held at the Apostolic Faith Mission UK, bexley branch months after the dedication.

You can request a copy of the Dvd here for just £5 including delivery.

Traveling miles away from my usual location,

For days I looked forward to this experience of having to capture a full orchestra

Now I’m here and I’m happy but I’m I really happy?

It’s all caused by my feet

Intending to work diligently for the creator,

I left my studies and exam preparation to help out with where my skill is needed

It is often said that the old wicked man is never happy and it’s true especially when you’ve dedicated your time to God

Walking down the stairs during my duty, shoes off and tights on, the narrow staircase decides to be slippery

I fall, head hitting the wall, ankle twisted, cartilage sprained and tendor pulled

Then I realise, this would be really long

Indeed it was but the love that was shown exceeded what anyone would think

Everyone around me passing on the love of the saviour to me and my heart cries in thanksgiving to God because with each love shown, I get better.

Update coming soon!!!!

While walking back from a stressful day of learning about the complexities of this world,
I feel the fresh air as the waters start slipping of my tearduct,
Releasing how much work i've got with little time,
I cling to HiIM who made me like a dying patient holding on to life with the help of a life support

I then notice someone walking passed me from a hospital tears in her eyes as she whispers softly words unheard and unknown but known to the maker of all things
I suddenly find myself whispering a prayer on her behalf and at that moment realising she may have more problems than me.
I begin whispering prayer of thanksgiving coupled with a heartache but with faith that the one above will take care of it all.
I lay it all at his feet in thanksgiving and praise, lifting up my Ebenezer for the wonderful life he has given me
I don't know how to express this praise within because my heart bursts forth with Joy.

He is my all in all.

Acceptable or not,
This is another world of its own.

Walking down the road in an area of the docklands,
Feeling an ache
With my head spinning with thoughts,
I finally get on board - the light train

Lost in thoughts,
My phone network, finger dialed straight to a far away country,
A country ahead of most parts of the world,
To a dear friend
As to be expected, it was midnight over there
A broad smiile across my face as I say "hello"
but I couldn't continue the convo, I had to say "good bye"

About to continue with my research on internet security
My finger on the zipper
As a huge man walks into the light train
Voice in high audibles
Language not easily understood
It goes like this "legelogo...."
Yea, these people I just don't understand them
Everyone on the train try to ignore him
but typical country people would pretend not to mind
it is disturbing
So, I pick up my phone to do this post and then another set get on board
The perfume possibly home-made because the fragrance could stimulate anger - the climax of strong fragrance
I am trying to breathe and can't write any more.

Read Poems on the Underground 1 and 2 here

Although past rush hour, the city still busy.
The lines fully packed, I a traveller within
All sitting places occupied by the blonde, brunette, sleek, soft n silky, n natural
The toddlers at it with their voices in high audibles

holding on for support felt like holding on to life
I held on with my mind wandering far and wide
Many on the grey line were on the same track as me
Going deep through life's path as the little droplets where about escaping through my tearduct
Then I knew this was the climax

Praying so hard to quickly get off and get behind close doors to hold on to HIS promise just as I held on to the poles
I caught myself praying for those in similar situation as myself
Then something triggered, mine may not be as worse as others: a flash of hope

Out of the darkness, the grey line gradually pulled in to daylight
And there it was; a new HOPE ends my story of the Underground.

Although past rush hour, the city still busy.
The lines fully packed, I a traveller within
All sitting places occupied by the blonde, brunette, sleek, soft n silky, n natural
The toddlers at it with their voices in high audibles
on for support felt like holding on to life
I held on with my mind wandering far and wide
Many on the grey line were on the same track as me
Going deep through life's path as the little droplets where about escaping through my tearduct
Then I knew this was the climax
Read Poems on the Underground 1 and 2 here
Praying so hard to quickly get off and get behind close doors to hold on to HIS promise just as I held on to the poles
I caught myself praying for those in similar situation as myself
Then something triggered, mine may not be as worse as others: a flash of hope

Out of the darkness, the grey line gradually pulled in to daylight
And there it was; a new HOPE ends my story of the Underground.

As a little girl. I grew up to walk side by side with my Dad. Always wanting to go with him everywhere.
On one of those occasions I went with my Dad to his building site and I remember the builders were fixing the window frames but my Dad wasn't sure of its rigidity and strength in case of a mishap. He asked one of the builders "how firm is this structure?"

That word "firm" goes a long way. If anything should go wrong trust is lost.

There's just one who can keep u firm
just one person who'd ensure your finance is firm
Just one person who'd ensure your marriage or relationship is firm
Just one person who'd ensure your life is firm
Just one person who'd assure you of a firm Salvation
And he is both the builder and the assurer
He'd give u far more than what an insurance company will give u back but u really don't need the insurance because he will never fail.
That person is Jesus but first how firm is your Faith in him?

Chapter 2 now out on http://emeraldogzz.wordpress.com/2011/07/18/love-me-chapter-2 

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Lately, I've been busy and unable to post anything to the blog after my birthday. We had the disability Sunday on 5th June and it was wonderful. God took over the service although we were not prepared.

I've been working on my second personal business and it's been hectic. I've attended events just to grab information about the industry. To be truthful I was a bit tom-boyish in the past but I'm becoming girlie because of the nature of the business. The good thing's I get to use my talent while working.

And now some credits to the King of all Kings. He has made all things well. Sometime ago I was faced with a difficult situation and this would have got me in more serious trouble than I thought but my Creator is awesome. God made the situation a stepping stone to success and I'm so grateful to him. Following this blog will be a short article on my new business, I'll place it under the Passion tab so you can read it.

Sometime last year, I applied to attend King's College London for my Masters program among others and to my surprise they did not wait for all the References to be complete before giving me an admission. The funny thing's my Supervisor at Uni really wished I get into KCL apparently, the head of department is her very good friend and she goes around Strand for coffee every friday. In her words, "We could hang out".. Lol. She made me laugh. Well, the good thing's I'm finally a postgrad student. Thanks be to God.

To cap this whole indefinite and parallel story: All this work together for those who love God, to them who are called according to his purpose. He proved that severally between May and Now. I love Jesus so much because he has my interest at heart and he would never disappoint me. Do you love him too because he first loved you?

Since yesterday I've been in the mood of prayer. On Sunday is Disability Sunday which we've changed to Faith-ability Sunday. We are believing God that he would perform miracles on that day for all those people as he did in the bible days.

I had a chat with a family friend who happens to be a Bishop. He gave a story of what he preached at a gathering in Aberdeen and this got to me. He preached about the Two women in the days of King Solomon who were friends and one rolled over her baby at night and it died. The idea about the women and the baby is that our talents or gifts are our babies. We should not be careless to sleep over them. We also need to recognise when it has been exchanged.
We need to identify our talents and pray to God for ways to improve it.

Well, just thought to share it. There's more stuff but this will do for now. Until my next post, remain blessed.

I grew older yesterday with my friends around to celebrate and my Cousin as well. We had free bowling somewhere in Elephant and Castle and went to Nando's. Did I skip something?
Yes about my weekend and how it all came together.

One of my best friends, Israel Houghton and I

It was a joyous day on Saturday 28th. My friends and I attended the Big-Church-day-out event at Shoreham-by-sea. We spent quite a lot of money that day but thank God a friend paid for my ticket (Thank you very much.. You are a darling).  It was fun filled getting to see Israel Houghton on stage, and the likes of Jahaziel (I'm not sure of the spelling). We couldn't have possibly missed it. Towards the end was amazing but we couldn't stay longer because we had to go to Birmingham the next day - We had a revival at Church and it was the turn of Birmingham church.

I arrived home from Shoreham 12am Sunday morning and hit the bed about thirty minutes later. I woke up 4am in order to get to Peckham for 7am where the coach to Birmingham leaves. I got a lift from my Uncle that morning about past 5 and got the train from East Croydon to London Bridge for 5:32. The end of this is that I got there early and we all went Birmingham. My return wasn't any better from the previous day. I arrived home about some minutes before 1am and my day was ruined. I had a headache. All birthday plans were cancelled (thank God it wasn't my birthday).

                     A quarter of my birthday cake on a friend's plate

On my birthday I did the usual thing- Thank God for a new year and a successful one at that. Got a call from friends and one from my beautiful Mother (she prayed for me -  how sweet?). Anyway, I went to Elephant and Castle with my Cousin that evening and we had fun at the Superbowl but their food was crap. The customer service was -3 and they use their hands to pick up the straw we were meant to drink with. It was disgusting and we all thought, well, these chips may have been spat on or something lol (that was worse, we stopped eating immediately). Saving all appetite for Nando's, we had almost 5 course meal I should think. Lots to eat. We shared a Platter which was a big meal already, then we had usual drinks but I had water and same as my friends. Then came Frozen yoghurt (Yes!) and Mango sorbet (lovely). The cake was beautiful and very delicious (not too sweet). It was amazing. We left Nando's about ten-ish and my Cousin and I didn't get home till about some minutes to midnight.

                                      My pretty cousin and I 
I got a handmade card from my Cousin and everyone at home but mostly made by my gorgeous Cousin, ru (that's what I call her sometimes). Then and Ikea gift card and a mirror (pretty and handy). We got home to meet my auntie and as usual she said "It was good you had a lovely day and for taking 'r' along but tomorrow you have to be up before 10 and you need to help. You need to do some ironing. I left you today because it's your birthday". Well, someone hears that and they'll think I do nothing at all in the house but that's my auntie for you. Whatever you do today is appreciated for some hours and afterwards you need to do more... lol bless her. I don't feel offended when she tells me to do stuff even if I was going to do it anyway, because I have no choice, I live here and I should do it.
Well, I'll be leaving here in a couple of months back to beautiful Docklands with all the peace and quiet around. It's a very lovely place to live.

I've got to go before my auntie comes to yank my pc off me.lool. Have a blessed day.

For a few days now I've been feeling really good and happy not for any material reason (if I must add I'm not currently in the happiest moment of my life materially) but Jesus makes me smiling everyday. Every morning I speak with him he gives me reasons to smile and return each day in appreciation.

Recently and in my previous post. My friends and I attended CRE (a Christian exhibition) and we came back with lots of ideas and information to get us started one of which was Disability Sunday (5th June 2011 around the UK). We came back thinking of how to get the disabled or special-needs in our Church involved in activities, by using the special Sunday for them they'll feel really Special.

I was reading a new novel (as usual) but this time by a different author: Karen Kingsbury. I'm not so in love with her novel that much because it takes a while to get you really engaged; apparently, I seem to have patience with novels of this nature and reading lots of Francine rivers helped me more, but when it gets too much I get bored.
The point is I'm reading "Unlocked" (my first of her novels): It is about an autistic child and the good thing is he prayed a lot for everyone and even for those who acted weird to him just like Jesus did.

This got to me, we need to pray for this people. This boy in the novel got Unlocked even though it was medically proven he couldn't get normal again (I've not finished the novel but it gets better). God can certainly help all autistic people around us including those with Aspergyic syndrome (not sure of the spelling), mental illness, even depression. We really need to intercede for them. No matter how long it takes, God will gradually heal them all. Let's all pray towards disability Sunday that God will work miracles on that day. Amen

God bless you as you intercede. Enjoy the rest of your day.

This is a word we say when we get something or a favour from someone but is it a word that is constantly in our hearts and lips to the one who loves us unconditionally?
My day in church today was splendid having to hear these words again, it seemed so fresh.
The Sunday School teacher gave an illustration of her past when she expected money from home for tuition in the UK and being expensive her parents could afford it. She never got to say Thank God or Thank you Jesus for tuition or clothing or shelter or for food. She realised how much she never said thank you Lord when she couldn't afford food or clothes because her parents couldn't afford to send her money anymore.

This was touching man! It made me go down memory lane and truthfully I've not ever said Thank you Lord for tuition (specifically). Most of my mates at Uni were fending for themselves and had to pay their way through Uni (self funded) but I had Parents who could afford the fee and are willing to see me through to any stage of education but what do I do? I complain and moan and ask God for more.
I learnt today that I should thank God for even the little thing in my life. For air, water, for a smile, for happiness, for the Church (very important), for my Friends (they are very dear), for how he made me (because we are fearfully and wonderfully made), for Jesus (if not for him we'll have no hope of eternal life), for Salvation (so rich and free - everything comes with this), for healing....etc.
And the most important thanksgiving is Thanking God when you are in trouble (Yeah, easier said than done but it works).

Here goes a short testimony as an illustration:

During my last months at Uni, I was working on my project and I was so into the source code that I forgot to backup (Sad!) but I thought, well I've got some copy on my flash drive and my external HDD (sadly, they were not up-to-date). My three year-old pc decided to end its life during my project implementation (If you are a programmer or a DB admin, u'll relate to this very well). All my programs lost, my Database server was on that pc and I had no additional installation of the tools used (so I thought). Deadline was approaching and I still hadn't figured out a way to display the fingerprint on screen (it was a biometric application).
I burst out crying and something reminded me to Praise God. All I was saying was "Thank you Jesus it broke down. Thank you because this project will be great. Thank you because I'll have a new and better pc probably a mac" (lol, well I didn't say that)... but I cried as I said thank God.
The next day I reluctantly turned it on and guess what? Praise worked.. God granted my heart desire even when all I did was say Thank you. Finally I backed up my work.

Appreciation to God is the greatest tool to a miracle. I know it may be difficult a-times but we've got to try no matter how hard it may seem.

I'd like anyone with similar testimony to please share with us because it uplifts me (and others).

Have a blessed week.

I was thinking what about what to write on my blog because it's been a while I updated it but really I have so much to say. I'll do a bit because it's late (don't check the time posted.. yeah I know, one of those days).

Today was quite interesting. I didn't know I'll end up having such a wonderful day. Hey! actually I meant yesterday.
I had to attend this business startup event at Excel London which was surprisingly free of charge and I didn't think I'll make it. Actually, prior to the day a dear friend of mine called me and she informed me of this event and I got interested, booked my ticket and planned leaving early. Well, it didn't work out as planned.
I ended up getting there midday or just before midday and there were lots of people as expected. The bit that triggered me to act quickly was the number of exhibitors. Seriously yea, why shouldn't my company be part of the exhibitors? A question I asked myself.. I got really intrigued and inspired. Hehe!
One of the exhibitors had this software for developing a business plan and helping you calculate your growth within a couple of years with a report function. To me the software made know sense because this is something obviously done using Visual studio DE and probably SQL server reporting tool (Analytical - i think). Anyone could have done it on excel. The question in my head was: Why can't I do something like that? Someone did Windows, someone did iPhone and iPad, someone designed the electric bulb, someone was known for his constant struggle even when he failed; today he is known for his success.. These people are my icons, they inspire me in many ways because they speak to me.

This is one of my influencers. Ben Carson, one of the best neurosurgeons' in the world. Works at John Hopkins Hospital 

This my blog is one boring one but yea, the interesting bit is I attended a friend's birthday party. It was really interesting and fun. It's really good to go out once in a while and have some fun it keeps you refreshed. I'm a bit tired now.

More posts coming your way today I guess. Until then remain blessed and don't forget to Study to show thyself Approved unto God.

... I can say thank you Lord for the journey. As usual it hasn't been easy but my yesterday made me understand how much appreciation I lacked. I really need to be thankful for what I have and help to give as well. I attended this Christian exhibition with a couple of close friends from church and the bits that struck me most were the like passions we all had towards the gospel of Christ.
We all came back with loads of ideas on how to help people in the world in the most possible way. We are ready to explode and to turn the hearts of young generations coming to God (By HIS grace).
A lot of the ideas put forward for Church, personal and business use in the near future should yield its profit, again by HIS grace.
Although we came back exhausted but we are grateful we attended the event and we are looking forward to next year's event because more people will come along with us.
I wouldn't have been able to make it due to ill-health but I struggled to get there.. and I must say I almost fainted cos I couldn't get to eat before leaving home cos I was running late (I know), well, thank God I survived.

Last night I returned home with a heart of gratitude to God for who I am and what he has made of me. I may not have great IQ like Albert Einstein or great innovative idea like Steve Jobs but I know with the little talent he has given me I am going to put all my best and my trust on him.. I'll defo get there by HIS grace.

Lately and as usual I have been reading Francine Rivers novel and this one I may have mentioned is Her Daughters Hope. This book has made me learn so much in less than a week. Now I can learn to rely solely on God for whatever thing I require. Most especially, right now I pray for God's choice of a life partner; I am relying on him for this.
Previously, I have used my knowledge in searching for "The One" but it all failed. I realise now that if God is not in my plan it doesn't go well at all. I've done mine and it failed but God never fails. Sometimes it takes a while for God's plan to unfold and you could go through the rigours of this world to get there but with Prayer, Persistence and Patience (I sincerely lack this) you'll get to your destination Happily.

That having been said, it's time to say Goodbye.

I walk, run and think,
I pause and reminisce,
It all comes back like a flash of lightning

In the quest of true love I miss the mark
Now I try to walk back to find my course
But waves of sin erased my footprint and all I can think is Death

He told me how much he loved me and gave me all good things
It didn't last for long I must say,
Soon greater torments, turmoil, and turbulent sea were my daily bread
Who could I cry to?

I did not forget how the pleasant man wanted me so badly and fought for me,
He gave everything to have me but I was blinded by what seemed good
The cruel man lured me with every asset I thought were His unknown to me he was a Thief

I pleaded everyday for his freedom but all he did was bound me in chains
I was torn and was taken aback when my chains broke free
I was free to go but didn't know where

All I do is cry and pray for a miracle
I should have waited for true love
And now it's the moment of truth

I neglected the pleasant man
Stupid and vain I was
All I wanted was the wealth of this world neglecting true happiness
I was impatient to true love

Now I stop running, I sit still
A hand guides me to safety
In his arms I feel love
I have missed his warmth
He speaks with a sweet voice and makes me go gaga
All I want to do is to love him with all my heart
To never let him go
To grab him with ample strength
And to tell him my moment of truth of my proud love to him

Now this moment I want to say "I love you Jesus"

This applies to every Christian and it is important for you to wait for God's word before you make a mistake of fallen in love with the wrong person most especially the Devil.
I write this in my depressed moments and all I can say: "Even though the devil afflicts my body or tries to deceive me, the Lord is always there to uphold me and will not let me go".

It's been a while since I saw a Nolly or Golly wood movie.. Today I saw one titled "I broke my Heart". It was kind of self-explanatory and I thought I could tell the end of it from the beginning but I was wrong till it was about ending then I got the picture and could tell what the end would be.
Anyway, about the beginning some girl was trying to explain what kind of man she'd want, someone who would take her on a "Yauch" instead of Yacht and a wardrobe full of "Done Krone" instead of Doran Karan (New York).. This was hilarious.
It got me thinking actually because these days all we hear from our friends (speaking as a girl) is a "Wealthy man. He has to be loaded" they say.. Sometimes ladies need to look beyond wealth cos I've met a couple of seemingly Rich guys who do not have an iota of respect for women. Good looking guys not an exemption. Then worse Good looking and rich.. Oh my! they make you feel useless.
Not that there aren't good ones there but most of them exhibit these traits. It's best you keep your mind open to God's will cos if you have the one who is Rich not good looking and loves you, cool; poor and really loves you, cool; poor, ugly and respects you, cool; rich, good looking and respects you, very good; Rich, good looking and loves God, best.
If he loves God, he'll respect you. That's why it is best to pray before you make your decision on this life commitment issue.

I'm still in the mood of prayer. Hehe! Hope you all still got your blessings intact? Anyway, just thought to share some tips with you. Actually, I forgot what I was meant to write...lol.

Have a good evening with all God's blessing.

It was amazing.. It's been ages I felt God's presence take over so many people at the same time. AF Youth Camp 2011 was a blast of God's blessing. A lot of people got saved and allowed Christ to rule their lives.
And then I asked myself: Did I also experience it? Not until that Sunday night... I prayed with people and they all got it but Sunday night made a difference in my life. I gave my all back to my maker.

If you are yet to get this experience and you are still thinking or confused don't be; go for it. If you need help you can ask for this privately. I am willing to pray for anyone who intends to get it.

Sunday School for age 20 upwards

God really loves us man! God is just so wonderful.. He did it for almost all the Youths who attended Camp it was a special revival at Kidderminster and I pray it will be in your life.

I'm still tired.. trying to get back into the hustle and bustle of my daily life but it's pretty hard. I still feel sleepy but I'm in the mood of prayer and still praying God helps everyone to keep this blessing. Do not let go if you already have it; hold on to it cos it's priceless (just as a friend wrote on facebook).

God bless you all as you continue your walk with him.

A clip from Talent Show during Youth camp @ Kidderminster (2011)

Yes, I'm on a journey. It has been a hectic week and finally I get to attend the AFM Youth camp which started yesterday. I feel so sad because I was meant to play an important role at one of the programmes this morning and I wasn't there to help my dear friends. I love them so much and I pray it all goes well. Hopefully i'll be there shortly.

I kind of feel good on this Virgin Train. It's ironic, after working at this company for a couple of months I get to be a passenger (no staff discount.. Sad!) but hey I did get a discount woohoo (YP railcard).

A whole lot has happened to me and I'm grateful to God anyway and being hopeful as well.

Feedback coming on the progress of Youth Camp. I know the Lord will manifest even more this time.

Hey before I go I just got some new novels from the greatest best selling Christian Author: Francine rivers. This is more like her family history (Her mother's hope and Her Daughter's dream). You might want to check it out but first read her first (Redeeming love - it's Deep).

The love and peace of our Lord be with you.

I'm sure many people have been in this situation expecting to hear from God so soon just like the microwave warms your food within the specified time you've set.
Oh well... Many will think God just works by the snap of your fingers. Yea, he does but not all the time. I was in this situation yesterday and this morning I woke up sick.

It's really a long story but most of the things I have to do today can't go on because of the mistake of yesterday. Sad!
You don't make a mess of your life and expect God to clean it up for you and when he doesn't he gets the blame. That's not how life is.
I've learnt a lot within 24 hours. I expected this 'magic' miracle and it didn't work out as planned. Prior to this I prayed for God's favour and a miracle. Something people forget is the strange thing about success. You have to work hard, go through speed-bumps, slow down, fuel your car (brain or some skills in this sense), carry on the road of success, go through hills and valleys then you'll get there. While on this journey it may get dark and you've got to drive fast to get to your destinations because of danger i.e. in life we've got to think fast, act smart, pray early before people pull u back from your plans.

God works with our plans and goals. He may not do it lightning fast but when he does it's like Boom and it's amazing even more than you'd expected.

I just had to share my experience and to tell you Never relent no matter how long the prayer is unanswered, it will surely be answered very very soon in God's time.

For now enjoy the rest of the Royal wedding holiday.

Really a busy day but I finally get to start my blog.

A friend of mine asked me to sign up for a blog long time ago, then I didn't see the need for it but now I think i'm up for it.

This is my first blog so don't expect any interesting thing.

I'll keep you posted. Right now I'm out for an important appointment.